now I have a venue, but my thoughts escape me!

I find it so interesting that finally I have a venue to air all of my thoughts and opinions and I am all of a sudden at a loss for words. Perhaps it is due to lack of sleep. Prior to having children, when I suffered from insomnia, I found that it fuelled my creativity, now I am finding lack of sleep sucks the creativity away! This is an interesting fact as far as I am concerned.
There are so many topics that I'd like to touch on , but i know the real reason i am even sitting here is because I am procrastinating doing other things that need to be done. Nothing relevant or exciting mind you... of course, perhaps that is why I am procrastinating!!! If there were things I needed to accomplish that were exciting, i would be doing them. not dreading getting them finished.
I am curious about how much I write might be able to remain anonymous. i suppose anytime you publish your words, you are putting yourself out there. Best to keep a harness on some of my thoughts- but not all.

Okay, let's begin at the beginning...

First of all, let me just say, I truly don't have time for this type of self-indulgence. Honestly. But for some reason I am compelled to let the rest of the world know my opinions on the mundane day to day.
I will post more, but my video for my sisters wedding just finished rendering.
until then-
not to be rude, but... why is it that most people have such difficulty navigating a four way stop! This is a subject I must touch on when I have a few minutes!!!